the ramblings of an e.e. cummings wannabe?

i'm back! finals were all right, i suppose; i'll see the grades within a week. more importantly: i have more or less caught up with important suju stuff via youtube. i have a gazillion new fic recs here but i am kind of too wiped out to make a real rec post. maybe later? i have a gazillion clips i want to rec too, and those are harder to memory, also because i don't favorite all of them here on youtube. (wtf, really, i usually go months between rec posts; kpop fandom needs to make me stop reccing things once a month!)

there has been some suju fic-writing but i will post that later. i plan to pass out and sleep a lot this weekend--and read real books! so many real books!

i caught up with big bang too and alkdjflskdj. god i love these boys so much. i am so freaking proud, it's silly. i'm not in any way responsible for their success or their awesomeness, but i love them so much. also, gd is my favorite ever, totally forever. and i've found out that it weirds me the fuck out to slash them or to read fic for them. oh lord, it hurts my brain. i want to just fangirl these boys for their music (live every time!) and their dancing and all the ♥ they are. i have suju & dbsk for fandom.

speaking of dbsk. ::cough:: i have something to confess:

jaeho > me. ::facedesk:: i've been too ashamed to make a memory category for all the fics i've read over hiatus (since i was supposed to be, you know, studying...) but i'll have one up later. trust me, there's quite a bit. still tragically few good jaeho other than those by rain_streaked though. but, bb, yours are awesome.

expect eventually a meta post complaining about pretentiously angsty fics, ugh. they make me so angry.

i hope all the hp fans on the flist are keeping track of merry_smutmas @ IJ and hd_holidays. (well, not the latter if you're not an h/d fan, but it makes me happy. :D) kickass like you have no idea.

anyway, more later, because right now i am freaking out about law school apps, because my recommenders all suck at sending things in time and LSAC sucks and is closed for the holidays. wtf, you are not allowed to close for the holidays! some of us have law school to apply to! my needs are more important than your vacation!

also, hey! does anyone know how to rip mp3s from youtube? i kind of desperately want this to listen to over and over, and possibly make a ringtone. how hot is a piano version of "lies"?


★★ thank you to llellewyn & sharona1x2 for the christmas cards! i will have all mine out by monday; hopefully they will arrive more or less in time for the holidays.