do you ever get that feeling?

Reading too many good fics by other people always makes me want to never write again. :(

It's even worse when 90% of those fics are by people on my flist, because that makes them 10x as awesome. Ilu guys, but you are so bad for my ego. ♥ (But never stop writing because that would kill me a lot.)

Also, this is partly my guilt speaking. Why am I reading and thinking about SJ fics when I should be doing my essays? Why?

I think I should take a week off LJ. When I return, I'll be free to fangirl all I want--until law school, oh god. 14 days 'til I'm a college grad.