why i love kihae (an incoherent essay)

(01) So...not so much on trusting New Zealand sites anymore. The host site for my travel blog has apparently been suspended? I think I may have lost all of my 35 posts...those insightful, thoughtful posts! Some with pictures even. :( ETA: Blog back up! Thank goodness, NZ.

(02) In other news: I have a recs journal! compartmental for my personal biased recs of fic, songs, books, dramas, etc. Updated whenever I feel like reccing. (Though I suppose I should add the disclaiemr that most of the fic I'll be reccing will be, surprise surprise, Super Junior.) There are a few things up there right now and I should be adding some others fairly soon. So take a look, feel free to friend or bookmark or totally ignore at your leisure.

(Will still be posting to bulchibyung - though many of the fic recs may well just be crossposted.)

(03) So really the main thrust of this post is that I was reading an amazing fic last night, full of amazing characterization and relationship development and depth of feeling, and generally made of amazing - and in the end, I thought of this fic, and that is what broke me.

Not because the first fic wasn't amazing (it was), but because there is something particularly special about Kihae for me.

( And because Mei likes to meta and talk too much, she thought she'd try to analyze or summarize it. Feel free to ignore for heavily biased shipping bias. )

CRYING SO THIS IS LIKE A THREE PAGE ESSAY ON WHY MEI IS CRAZY (FOR KIHAE). Oh god, I never wanted to be this kind of fangirl alksdjfld. I promise, promise, I'm not really. It's not so much them that makes me love them (though...in a way it is), it's just the way their love story would work.

OTL Please let me know if you see the distinction I'm trying to make. In this incoherent rambling.