oh god my hormones

[meitachi]

FUCK. Fuck.

Hearing about the cams of Kibum showing up for the afterparty in no way compares to seeing them (or at least screencaps of them; tysm loveslipped). Jesus fucking Christ, I forgot how hot he is. How much I want to lick his arms. Ugh, that fucking wifebeater and slouching jeans and fedora and the slutty boozed-up party he's going to laksdjfsdlk MY GOD, KIBUM, TAKE ME UP AGAINST A WALL.

I already wrote afterparty!Kihae but dammit, writes slutty, boozed-up SJ at afterparty fic too. Shit.

(1:04:15 AM) Fuujin: fasldfjasdlj Ryeowook is such a little rebel
(1:04:17 AM) Fuujin: I love him
(1:04:22 AM) Fuujin: this was part of his fancafe post:
(1:04:23 AM) meiface: :O how so?
(1:04:24 AM) Fuujin: "yesterday Kibum came so~ Super Junior, Super Junior M came together* as 15 members~"
(1:04:28 AM) meiface: lksjf eeee
(1:04:31 AM) meiface: oh ryeowook
(1:04:33 AM) meiface: I LOVE HIM

I love Ryeowook so hard. SJ + SJM, bitches. ♥

Comments

[meiface.livejournal.com]

And just because I need to get this the fuck out of my system:

Kibum pulls the brim of his hat lower over his eyes before he steps out of the van into the sticky July night. It's decidedly cool, but the air sticks to his skin regardless, making him want to shrug off the thin wifebeater he's wearing.

As he stands by the open van door, three unfamiliar members of security surrounding him in their suits, he hears a wave of screaming. There's a crowd of fans being held back by a line of cars and more bodyguards. The girls shout and wave at him, following his every movement with their greedy little eyes, his name on their lips.

He feels a little uncomfortable. It's been a while since he's been exposed to this; he supposes he's out of practice. Doing his best to ignore them, he steps around the side of the van to head into the club where the party is being held. A bodyguard grabs his elbow, guides him, and Kibum wonders how the members will receive him. It's been a few weeks since he's seen most of them.

Over his own thoughts and the background of screams, he suddenly makes out the words of one particular girl:

"I WOULD GET ON MY KNEES FOR YOU, KIBUM," she's shrieking. "I WOULD SUCK YOU OFF SO HARD YOU'D SEE STARS."

Eyes widening, he can't help but cast a look over his shoulder. He can't make out which girl it is, in the swell of outraged screams that follow her proclamation. Chaos reigns behind him and the protective line of cars. Part of him his shocked, and part of him amused.

How their fans have evolved, he thinks to himself. From cries of "MARRY ME" to something like this.

He can't say truthfully that the offer doesn't intrigue him - what healthy guy would turn down a blowjob? But he knows better than to risk anything stupid with the fans.

Besides, Kibum can get his thrills elsewhere. A smirk curves his lips as he turns back toward the entrance of the club, eyeing it with intent. Inside, Kibum can get all the sex he wants, including the best and heretofore unmatched blowjob of his life.

He licks his lips and lets security usher him through the doors.

[ch-ar-me.livejournal.com]

I WILL GLADLY SCREAM THAT OUT AS WELL, NGL. HOLY FUCK KIBUM.

MEI IS THIS IT? THIS IS GETTING IT OUT OF YOUR SYSTEM?

WHERE IS THE PORN?!

[meiface.livejournal.com]

HAVE FAITH.

I JUST NEEDED TO GET THIS BEGINNING OUT, AFTER STARING AT THOSE PICS.

This is probably going to be the opening to my SJ15-at-boozed-up-afterparty fic. orz Wherein there will be, idk, a lot of random sex. IDEK.


...this may turn into another Kibum/everyone fic holy FUCK why is he so hot.

[ch-ar-me.livejournal.com]

OH I DO HAVE FAITH. OT15 PORN? I'D WILLINGLY OFFER MY FIRST BORN FOR THAT.

is the vid really nowhere on those chinese sites? i'd offer to rip from yt but the quality's going to get much lower ): and it's just him limping for like 14seconds .___.

asjdkfhkajha i like the idea of random sex. unconventional or traditional pairings? :D

[meiface.livejournal.com]

alskdjfd lmfao limping Kibum is hilarious but he's so hot I just. Ugh. SOMEONE PROP HIM UP ON A COUCH AND LET ME PEOPLE SEX HIM UP, OKAY?

I'll search for it later but I'm kind of content just staring at these pics for now. XD

.........probably conventional because I'm traditional. But maybe conventional pairings with a side of everyone/Kibum. :9

[ch-ar-me.livejournal.com]

lol it srsly was hilarious with a touch of DDDD:! but yes. the arms were distracting wtf D8 PROP HIM UP ON A COUCH OR BETTER YET, JUST GET HIM TO BED ALREADY.

[meiface.livejournal.com]

NO, A COUCH. BECAUSE THAT IS MORE PUBLIC AND ALLOWS MORE ACCESS. :3

[ch-ar-me.livejournal.com]

KIBUM/EVERYONE YES PLEASE WANT SO FUCKING MUCH. (I HAVE AN INSANE BIAS FOR YEBUM YOU KNOW. THEY'RE ALL ABOUT THE PORN IN MY HEAD. JUST SAYING.)

[meiface.livejournal.com]

OKAY, STANDARD BIASED PAIRINGS WITH A SIDE OF EVERYONE/KIBUM IT IS! :Db

[ch-ar-me.livejournal.com]

8DDDDDDDDDDDD CANNOT. WAIT.

IT'S BEEN AGES SINCE THERE WAS A KIBUM/EVERYONE FIC.

[papered.livejournal.com]

I APPROVE.

[skadihelias.livejournal.com]

Inside, Kibum can get all the sex he wants, including the best and heretofore unmatched blowjob of his life.

OHYESPLZTHX :D

[mondaythe26th.livejournal.com]

Fuck, mei. I'm LOLing so hard on this.

But then again, who wouldn't want to scream that out after seeing him in a PINK WIFEBEATER showing of his ARMS OF SEX and LOOKING SO DAMN HOT?

You should have stayed in Korea a little bit more and went to that afterparty and scream that to him.

[meiface.livejournal.com]

sobbing, I totally should have. I should've left on Monday morning so I could've gone to Sunday's concert and afterparty. WHO NEEDS SLEEP ANYWAY. Alas...I will just stare at screencaps of the fancam and write him porn. >:3

[mondaythe26th.livejournal.com]

Looking forward to that fic. >:D

I watched the fancams. The way I saw it, Kibum is wearing shorts. Those knee-lenth one and have sidepockets.
Fancam1: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=R8TWU3GS
Fancam2: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=V9JEWZ30
warning: the screams on fancam2 are so loud.

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for the downloads! :D Shorts on Kibum are hot - but so is pretty much everything.

And totally feel free to friend. :) Everything's public and fangirly on this journal anyway.

[mondaythe26th.livejournal.com]

Shorts on Kibum are hot - but so is pretty much everything.

i totally agree.

[goldengutgirl.livejournal.com]

SKADHKJWDHKJASDHASJKD SORRY I AM. UHM. IDEK. YES. THANK YOU, MENTAL IMAGES, THANK YOUUU

....I see you are planning another kibum/everyone. I'M BRINGING OUT THE FLAGS IN SUPPORT. GO MEI!!!!

[314159.livejournal.com]

............. SFLKSJSD DYING OH MY GOD LOL I want to laugh at that fangirl but I'D TOTALLY FUCKIN BE HER, CRIES!!!

AAAHH WRITE MORE WRITE MORE NOW HOLY SHIT KIBUM!! I love the guy to death and I'm sure he's probably a sweetheart (... okay lol maybe that's a stretch), but somehow imagining him as a complete asshole makes him THAT MUCH HOTTER

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Kibum is probably actually a pretty nice if reserved good Christian boy who met his first girlfriend at church (this last part is true). But alskjfdk fuck isn't he hot when he's an asshole? And sleeping around?

[314159.livejournal.com]

YES EXACTLY this is why Kibum is without a doubt the Chuck Bass of Super Junior. *____*

[mondaythe26th.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry for butting in but...
Is that girl a noona? Because I've read somewhere that he prefers older girls.

[meiface.livejournal.com]

I don't think the first gf was, but yeah, Kibum likes his older women. ;)

[hoyah.livejournal.com]

... is that fangirl you?

[meiface.livejournal.com]

lmao Mai, I have no idea why you would think that. :3

[papered.livejournal.com]

lmfao mei ilu. :333 this post makes me want to scream a lot, basically. orz.

more !!!ing from me later hopefully, when I am not typing from my ipod~

[meiface.livejournal.com]

sobbing I just want to get a haircut today, actually. WHEN AM I GOING TO DO THIS IF I HAVE DEDICATED MY LIFE TO WRITING PORN? orz

[skadihelias.livejournal.com]

[meiface.livejournal.com]

lmao this post is so obnoxious and biased but, god, Kibum. ♥

[filterpaper.livejournal.com]

i was busy being judgemental but MY THAT IS A NICE ICON

[meiface.livejournal.com]

fuck you, isn't it? :D ♥

[filterpaper.livejournal.com]

bawling WHY DO I LIKE YOU :'(

[meiface.livejournal.com]

What did you used to say? For winning charm and witty humor and, oh yes, my blinding good looks. :3

[goldengutgirl.livejournal.com]

omggg i am crying!!!!!!! jsdkhskjhfskjdhfkjdhf want fic now, please write lol

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Writing :)

[hoyah.livejournal.com]

:) ryeo is amazing

[meiface.livejournal.com]

That he is. ♥

[forochel.livejournal.com]

I was wondering if you'd ever read this (http://community.livejournal.com/miracle______/197700.html)? found a cache of old bookmarks hidden in a work folder (aslkdglj lol) and this was in there.

[meiface.livejournal.com]

I haaave back when I was trawling miracle desperately for fic. It's adorable.

[forochel.livejournal.com]

:DD meiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ♥

/fly-by love

[mardigrasmaven.livejournal.com]

Do you want the videos? Or did you see them already?

And I can't wait for that fic.

And I love Wookie being all adorably badass in the way only he can do it Sungmin don't count, he's got his own way too.

15 FOREVA BITCHES!!

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Someone uploaded the videos for me already - haven't watched yet but will in a bit. Gotta...idk, try to fic or be productive or something. Sigh.

[mardigrasmaven.livejournal.com]

XDDD Being productive. Gotta love it. And be ready to plug your ears, chicks was LOUD.