can no one shut up me? nope, never.

[meitachi]

Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today...

→For me to apologize to filterpaper, callais, havs, civilized_era, and forochel. Real life has been somewhat, erm, interesting of late and I have found myself burning out on writing. I promise I will still write your requests (hopefully before Valentine's Day aslkdh) but I won't be able to get them out before the year is over. Sorry sorry! I feel so bad but I also don't want to give you total crap.

→For me to thank vowel and suxing for their Christmas cards! They arrived today and they are perfectly lovely. They really brightened up day. :( I love mail so much, you guys! ♥ Thank you, Cici & Louise. /smishes

→For me to post some additional notes to the corporate!AU longfic I wrote because, um, it slayed me? Idk. My brain is slowly disintegrating, I swear. I'm just going to post and then go read some Pterry while munching on some chocolate-covered pretzels.

It would probably help to read the fic before you read the notes, lol.


Definitions of Success
Kibum/Donghae, Kyuhyun/Sungmin, others | NC-17 | corporate1!AU/drama | 33,495 words
Kibum has yet to master the game but Kyuhyun doesn't even know he's playing. Their lives get tangled in an underground corporate society, where even love is subject to a cost-benefit analysis.

NOTES
(1) I wrote this motherfucker in two weeks, with the first week in the dead middle of my finals, all because of the Sorry Sorry Answer MV. Damn you, Donghae, for sitting on a bench waiting forlornly! hoyah said to me: "He's obviously waiting for Kibum!" and it all went downhill from there. I wrote like a crazy person for two weeks and it was exhausting. I am not cut out for longfics, you guys. Can we leave that up to black_goose? She's much better at it. I swear I'll never, ever break 10k again, crying. (The next longest thing I've written was The Sun and the Air, an Akame fic around 11k. 11k!)

Longfic is hard. Plots are terrifying things. What is this thing you call pacing? /keymashes and orz-es into eternity. Look kindly on this fic, I only did my best with something I am utterly unfamiliar with. :(

(2) You can thank thundersquall for your smutty YeWook, because that scene was entirely due to her demands. At least KiHae and KyuMin got their sexings too. :D Also, MV verse meant no Zhou Mi or Henry, a fact which also makes me a little sad inside.

(3) A happy ending for KiHae because I am incapable of not giving them happy endings, okay? It would hurt me deep in my soul forever. :( ♥

(4) forochel says I should do a DVD commentary which is somewhat entertaining to imagine: here is where I stopped and whined a lot. Here is where I got tired of writing smut and made Kibum penetrate Donghae without ever taking their clothes off. Here is where I got distracted by looking up pictures of shiny cars. Etc. But the thought of it is also kind of immensely depressing because I'm so sick of looking at this fic. So, it's unlikely. :| We'll see.

THE END!! tl;dr - Mei whines about writing lonfic.



Also, dead, sorry for the spam if you watch both this journal and my writing journal. OTL OTL OTL ♥

Comments

[havs.livejournal.com]

I TOLD YOU NOT TO WORRY ABOUT ITTTT. ♥♥♥


now I have sorry sorry stuck in my head. ;;

[meiface.livejournal.com]

;___; I LOVED YOUR REQUEST. I will totally write it! When I am not in this I-hate-writing-I-hate-writing mental state alskdhf. ♥


SONG OF 2009. \o/

[hoyah.livejournal.com]

*reads your notes before reading the fic!* :D

[meiface.livejournal.com]

gasp, how dare you!

[kiku-cha8-8.livejournal.com]

omg Corporate!au has been posted

*reads* :DDDDDDDDDD

Your notes made me laugh, especially at #4 because that seems to be the story of my life....getting distracted orz

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Those were really nice pictures of really hot cars, okay? XD

[papered.livejournal.com]

laughing forever, ILU, :3

[meiface.livejournal.com]

dead, ILU2 DID YOU SEE MY THANKS TO YOU AT THE END OF THE FIC asldhd also I think I had some things to talk to you about the qmi primer. ♥!!

[thundersquall.livejournal.com]

SCREAMING MEI YOU POSTED IT ARE YOU ONLINE NOW BECAUSE I CANNOT SEE YOU AND I WANT TO SPAZZ AND FLAIL AT YOU

(Also, you WANTED to write that YeWook sex scene and you would have done it without me, DO NOT DENY.)

[meiface.livejournal.com]

I POSTED AND RAN OKAY. T___T ASKDLGH

rofl ilu Sheena and your dedicated YeWook love. :3 IT'S OKAY BE PROUD OF DEMANDING YEWOOK FROM ME and getting it, man I suck at writing requests ♥!

[halcyon-morn.livejournal.com]

Mei, your fic is obscenely long. D: That's what she said. You should note that I like it when things are obscene. *____*

[meiface.livejournal.com]

sobbing, Chris, I AM NOT CUT OUT FOR LONGFIC. SOMEONE ELSE DO IT FROM NOW ON. /passes on baton

[callais.livejournal.com]

DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. ♥ rl takes priority, and I gave you a pretty horrible prompt anyways. /pats

I SAY YES TO THAT DVD COMMENTARY. ALSO YES TO YOUR AU FIC. ♥

[meiface.livejournal.com]

;~; I AM STILL SORRY THOUGH. I will still write it! Eventually! /hugs

aslkgh DVD commentary will reveal the atrocious titles I went through before finally settling on this one in the eleventh hour, how I changed one scene from Saturday to Friday to Saturday, and how I opened up the MV so I could double-check that my descriptions of their clothes matched what they were wearing in the MV. ;__;

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

CONGRATULATIONS ON GETTING IT DONE :DDD

[meiface.livejournal.com]

SOB, THANK YOU. I'M FREE OF IT, FREE! \o/

[forochel.livejournal.com]

I feel like a Zen Master. \o/

[meiface.livejournal.com]

I'd give you a cookie but I don't know if Zen Masters take that? Tea? :D ♥

[forochel.livejournal.com]

This Zen Master takes cookies. :3

[meiface.livejournal.com]

GIVES YOU COOKIES :3