[meme] Fic Meme 2009 + LOVE meme

[meitachi]

SHERLOCK HOLMES FANS, you should read this wank write-up because it is glorious. Seriously glorious. Also the particular thread I linked has some interesting talk on a pro review of the film which is kind of stupid but kind of funny in its homophobia.

2009 Fic Meme

Total Word Count: 171,316

Fandoms Written in: Prince of Tennis, SNSD, Super Junior, Tsubasa RC; (BBC Merlin, Big Bang, Here is Greenwood, Hikaru no Go)


Favorite Fic: Can't Resist This Thing Called Destiny (SJ, KT, ShiHanChul, QMi, KiHae, Shindong/SNSD, HyukSu, MinRy, PG-13)
This was the most indulgent thing ever, as Tori said, and I love it for being so. Ridiculous biases! Boys freaking out! Boys making out! It was fun to write and I didn't leave anyone out and that pleases me. :3 It's hardly the best thing I've ever written but it was fun and I think that is what fandom should be about~

Best Fic: The Breath of Life in Me (SJ, Donghae/everyone, PG)
He's my favorite. :( I guess that means I end up thinking too much about his relationships with people (everyone) because so many people do love him, and...I tried to put that in this fic. I think (it's been a while) the original idea of this fic was to write 5 people who loved Lee Donghae + 1 person he loved. It would've originally been KiHae! Then I thought about it some more and decided it would be better if that 1 person was Donghae's father, because he is so special to Donghae. Then I thought some more and decided, no, Donghae loves everyone, I can't imply there's only 1 person... And by that time I couldn't narrow down to only 5 people who loved Donghae so I ended up writing 10 (and still managed to forget Minho, dammit), and it became a tribute to my favorite. ♥

Most Popular Fic: 15 Facts Lee Sooman Didn't Know About Super Junior (SJ, bandfic, PG-13)
Apparently this was a category? Ugh, lazy. According to comment count, it was mostly crackfic for some reason... Heh. Second to this fic were the SJM Twitter fic and Sock Wars. Okay, you guys. XD Easily entertained. I can't say anything, because we all know I am too. :3

Most Underappreciated Fic: Kau Cim (SJ, HanChul, PG-13)
Maybe I'm just amazed that it turned out all right after how worried and whiny I was being about my prompt - especially with a supernatural theme. Most of my AUs are all real-world AUs, so to do something completely different from that, with an actually different world... I made Heechul a demon! I did some actual research into mythology! I'm impressed with myself, okay? I'm easily impressed, lol.

Most Fun Fic: Fratboy AU (SJ, KiHae, PG-13)
I thought about the 5x fics (Minho/Donghae was a lot of fun, and so was HyukSu) or the crackfics (Henry-the-ladykiller, SJM on Twitter), but it was really this fic. Fratboy AU is just hilarious to me, okay? Especially when I'm pulling in RL references and you cannot deny that KiHae sexing in a frathouse is not awesome because it is.

Sexiest Fic: Veni Vidi Vici (SJ, Kibum/everyone, KiHae, NC-17)
This fic wins hands down because it was basically OT15 except split into different groups and pairings and Kibum got in on alll of that and aslkgh it was 7000+ words of smut. :| You know, last year, my sexiest fic was also a Kibum/everything fic. What is this trend? To be fair, it only slightly beat out 6000+ words of Donghae/girls het porn and the Sungmin/everyone fic where he sleeps with 26 different people...

Fic that Shifted My Own Perceptions of the Characters: Life's Little Miracles (SJ, YeWon, PG)
It made me realize that their love was true. God approves.

Fic I'm Most Proud of: China Blue Nevers (SJ, HanChul, PG-13)
I can't quite define why, but it is. Possibly because it's a pairing I don't write enough of (though I'd like to), possibly because there is something different about the style, and the vague teasing of a plot, rofl. I do have to also mention corporate AU just because it broke 33k and, if nothing else, that alone makes me proud. I really don't want to think about the rest of the fic, ahaha. I think I might actually be prouder of 6000+ words of Donghae het smut because I don't think I'd written het smut for ages (if ever?) before that. What.

Biggest Disappointment: puppeteering (SJ, QMi fratboy AU, PG)
I do still want to finish QMi fratboy Au arc but that means I need to take it off the backburner and write all of it at once. I'm a little sad it's not coming as easily as KiHae did, but I have admittedly been distracted by...everything else.

Biggest Surprise: this night is a perfect shade of dark blue (SJ, QMi, PG)
Uh, I had a vague idea it would be a ghostfic when I started, since it was meant to be Halloween-themed, but the way it progressed and ended was very much a discovery for me as I was writing. To be honest, I think it needs a little more fleshing out of the background and some other details that got overlooked since I was writing/plotting in the moment. Sometimes I wonder if it would've been better if Mi were the ghost, but I wanted to emphasize the MiChul friendship and I like that Mi was the visiting scholar/writer. I'm not sure if I could've pulled off Kyu traveling to some Chinese shoreside. In the end, this is just how the fic came out, and I don't argue with my brain - much. Oh, another surprise was 15 Facts Lee Sooman Didn't Know About SJ - mostly in the response it generated. @_@ It was juts 15 sentences! But, yay, thanks? :'D?

Hardest Fic to Write: Definitions of Success (SJ, KiHae, KyuMin, NC-17)
YOU HAVE NO IDEA, OKAY. NEVER AGAIN WITH THE LONGFICS. No other notes for this, lest it devolve once again into whiny rambling. Oh, the TRC KuroFai was also pretty hard to write (non-kpop fandoms, I am so out of practice), but I think I am pretty happy with how it turned out. Possibly I am just happy I managed to finish non-kpop fic at all. :D

Fic I Want Remembered: 5 Times Minho Tried to Impress Donghae + 1 Time He Didn't Have To (SJ/SHINee, Minho/Donghae, PG)
Pick and choose what you like, okay, but I'd like it remembered that (1) I have written het sex that wasn't genderswap, and (2) I write things outside of my OTPs, dammit (if not often...). MOSTLY, REMEMBER THE GLORY OF MINHO/DONGHAE PLEASE.

Goals for Next Year: To finish QMi fratboy AU. To write something concretely ShiHan. Aaand to finish up those 5 Christmas requests I haven't yet!

Fic I Wrote in 2009:
I did the counting for you: 84 fics, unless you count my 100-word drabbles separately, then 103. :|

(Original) ('cause you are so) beautiful | PG
(Original) Too Good to Last | PG
(Original) 如果的事 | PG

(Prince of Tennis) When the Day Comes | FujiRyo | PG

(Super Junior) 1 (Way) 2 (Say Those) 3 (Words) | banifc | PG
(Super Junior) 5 Jobs Kim Kibum Held Instead of Participating in SJ Events | bandfic | PG
(Super Junior) 5 Super Junior Members Who Believed in God | bandfic | PG
(Super Junior) 5 Times Heechul Didn't Confess + 1 Time He Did | HanChul | PG
(Super Junior) 5 Times Henry Cried on Sungmin's Shoulder + 1 Time Sungmin Cried on Henry's | MinRy | PG
(Super Junior) 5 Times Kyuhyun was Sort of Gay + 1 Time He Really Wasn't, Seriously | Kyuhyun/various, QMi | PG
(Super Junior) 5 Times Siwon Has Sworn Out Loud + 1 Time Ryeowook Did Too | SJM bandfic | PG
(Super Junior) 5 Times Yesung Gave In to Ryeowook + 1 Time He Didn't | YeWook | NC-17
(Super Junior) 15 Facts Lee Sooman Doesn't Know About Super Junior | bandfic | PG-13
(Super Junior) 365 Rotations in a Revolution | Eunhyuk-centric, EunHae | PG
(Super Junior) At the End of All Things | KiHae | PG
(Super Junior) Body Shots and Angry Sex That Wasn't | KiHae | PG-13
(Super Junior) The Breath of Life in Me | Donghae/everyone | PG
(Super Junior) Can't Resist This Thing Called Destiny | KT, HyukSu, YeWook, Shindong/SNSD, Minry, QMi, ShiHanChul, KiHae | PG-13
(Super Junior) China Blue Nevers | HanChul, ShiHan, ShiChul | PG-13
(Super Junior) Counterrevolutions | EunHae | NC-17
(Super Junior) curiosity | YeWook | PG-13 | genderswap
(Super Junior) Definitions of Success | KiHae, KyuMin, others | NC-17 | corporate au
(Super Junior) freakshow (peepshow) | KiHae | NC-17 | genderswap
(Super Junior) Get Naked (I Got a Plan) | KiHae | NC-17 | fratboy au
(Super Junior) green-eyed monster of mine | KiHae | PG-13 | fratboy au
(Super Junior) Haters to the Left | bandfic | PG
(Super Junior) heartbreakers and heartquakers | KiHae | PG
(Super Junior) Henry Lau's Love Column | Henry/girls, various | PG-13
(Super Junior) I'm Going Crazy Crazy Baby | bandfic | PG-13
(Super Junior) In the Grand Scheme of Things | bandfic, KiHyuk | PG
(Super Junior) Internet Trends are for Winners | SJM bandfic | PG
(Super Junior) Just in Case You Didn't Know: I Love You | QMi | PG | remix!fic
(Super Junior) Kau Cim | HanChul | PG-13
(Super Junior) lead me not into temtptation |ShiHanChul | NC-17 | genderswap
(Super Junior) lessons in stalking, part one | KiHae | PG | fratboy au
(Super Junior) lessons in stalking, part two | KiHae | PG | fratboy au
(Super Junior) Life's Little Miracles | YeWon | PG
(Super Junior) Looking For A Reason | QMi | NC-17
(Super Junior) a lost battle | KiHae | PG-13 | fratboy au
(Super Junior) Love and Attraction | Sungmin/everyone, Sungmin/Kyuhyun | NC-17
(Super Junior) new experiences for the new year | KiHae | PG | fratboy au
(Super Junior) nobody but you | KangTeuk | PG-13 | genderswap
(Super Junior) Now For Your Weekly Paradigm Shift | QMi | PG
(Super Junior) Only (For) You | KiHae | PG
(Super Junior) Original Flavor | KyuMin | PG-13
(Super Junior) Play This Lovegame | QMi | NC-17
(Super Junior) public service | KiHae | NC-17 | genderswap
(Super Junior) puppeteering | QMi | PG | fratboy au
(Super Junior) real romances go like this | KiHae | R | fratboy au
(Super Junior) A Record of the Hardships of Kim Kibum | KiHae | PG
(Super Junior) Remember | Eeteuk-centric | PG
(Super Junior) resolutions | KiHae | PG | fratboy AU
(Super Junior) the rumor mill | KiHae | PG | fratboy au
(Super Junior) seeking advice | KiHae | PG | fratboy au
(Super Junior) Seven Years of Love | QMi | PG
(Super Junior) short shorts and a long jacket | QMi | PG-13 | genderswap
(Super Junior) SJM drabbles | ShiHan, QMi(Hae), HenWook | PG-13
(Super Junior) Sock Wars | bandfic, ninja pairings | PG
(Super Junior) some like it hot | KiHae | NC-17 | genderswap
(Super Junior) Standard of Care | ShiTeuk | PG
(Super Junior) terms of agreement | MinRy | PG-13 | genderswap
(Super Junior) this night is a perfect shade of dark blue | QMi | PG
(Super Junior) Veni Vidi Vici | Kibum/everyone, KiHae, various | NC-17
(Super Junior) walls | KiHae | R
(Super Junior) wash gently and pat dry | QMi | PG
(Super Junior) we call this a domestic partnership | QMi | PG | fratboy au
(Super Junior) we were never meant to be, we just happend | QMi | PG
(Super Junior) what you did last night | KiHae | PG-13 | fratboy au
(Super Junior) Who Will Be Your Wings? | Kibum-centric | PG
(Super Junior) (You) Might Have Been (Mine) | Kibum/Donghae | PG
(Super Junior) 这一秒 (this moment) | QMi | PG

(Super Junior/DBSK) 5 Times HyukSu Were Caught Doing Questionable Things + 1 Time They Caught Someone Else | HyukSu | PG-13

(Super Junior/Epik High) The Bases of Relationships | BloHyuk | PG

(Super Junior/SHINee) 5 Times Minho Tried to Impress Donghae + 1 Time He Didn't Have To | Minho/Donghae | PG
(Super Junior/SHINee) what love is like | Minho/Donghae | PG
(Super Junior/SHINee) love is like a car crash you can't look away from | Jonghyun/Zhou Mi, QMi | PG

(Super Junior/SNSD) After Hours | KiHae, HaeSica, Kibum/Jessica | NC-17
(Super Junior/SNSD) Keepers of This Art | Donghae/girls, Donghae/Jessica | NC-17
(Super Junior/SNSD) Last Farewell | Donghae/Jessica | R
(Super Junior/SNSD) No Way Back Into Love | Donghae/Jessica | PG
(Super Junior/SNSD) The Only One I've Ever | HaeSica, Henry/Jessica | PG
(Super Junior/SNSD) pumpkin spice | Heechul/Tiffany | PG

(Super Junior/ZLY) 普通朋友 (Regular Friends) | Zhou Mi/ZLY | PG
(Various) 100 word drabbles | various pairings | PG-R

(Tsubasa: RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE) 5 Things Fai Does That Drive Kurogane Up a Wall | KuroFai | PG

Holy shit, you guys, I think this is actually more than last year. I SWEAR TO YOU I STILL HAD A LIFE. I went to class! I went out to eat and hang out with friends! I went to China over the summer and to Korea! I watched more movies this year than I have in ages. I don't even know how this happened...

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AND NOW IT IS TIME FOR LOVE AND ADORATION. Taken from catskilt and mytigerhobbes:

☆ Comment here and I will give you some love and adoration. Do it, and take my love, dammit. /flings hearts at you ♥ Let's start 2010 with some love. :)

Comments

[papered.livejournal.com]

HURRY UP AND TELL ME HOW MUCH YOU ~ADORE ME~.

[meiface.livejournal.com]

I HATE YOUR FACE. >:(

alskd oh Liz, can you believe we've only really gotten to know each other this year? It feels like it's been forever. I'm so glad we chatted so much over the summer despite our weird time zones. You are fantastic in so many ways: I love our shared biases, the way you we have the same conversations on MSN over and over, and how you are always eating fruit! You are always so sweet to me and so fun to flail with. I love your writing - you really have a poetic style that reads beautifully rather than pretentiously. I am so impressed by your Japanese skills (bilingualism, multilingualism, I long for it) and I envy your dance classes! I should go out and do more... Your nails are cute, you are cute, and I am so glad we've gotten close this year. Thank you so, so much for your beta (it was helpful despite how much it made me lol, oh my comma abuse) and for being such a wonderful friend in general. Good luck with all your letters to professors! You will definitely be successful in life. :D

I hope we get even closer next year. :3 ♥♥

[celerywench.livejournal.com]

♥ ♥ ♥! *\0/*

DUDE YOU ARE SERIOUSLY AMAZING MEI ♥ I don't think I've even thought of that many plots for fics - let alone gotten around to writing them ♥

[edit] oh! and some loving pleaaase~ ♥ =)heh. thats what he/she said

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Oh bb, I love you for your enthusiasm and for your ideals. You feel so strongly for what you believe in and that's awesome. :) I love how much you love SJM and Henry now - it's awesome to see you happy and taking joy in things. I'm also so, so proud of you for those A essays and your basically-guaranteed post-grad job. YOU ARE ROCKIN' IT, LOVE. I'm glad we can flail together and that Minho/Donghae is all things cute. I am happy for you that your roommate situation is working out better this year. I love you being happy - you are beautiful and you are smart, so don't get lost in your past drama. Make a new path for yourself, bb, and I will always be here to support you. ♥ ilu!

[suxing.livejournal.com]

我爱你, 你爱我吗?

[meiface.livejournal.com]

我一辈子都会爱你（爱你）!

亲爱的宝贝~ (rofl) It's really ridiculous how long we've known each other now without still not having met up, isn't it? I am so thankful for knowing you though - you are so sweet and thoughtful, one of the nicest people I know. You're such a hard worker and I admire that about you. I love that you are branching out in college life now! It will bring whole new shades of you to a Louise I already love. Your graphics skills, your relationship with your mom, even the fact that you left K/S for Kirk/Bones, sob. You have always been so supportive and I really appreciate that. I hope 2010 is the year we can finally make meeting happen - but even without, you are still one of my favorite people, ever. Always. :) ♥♥

[sapphynashi.livejournal.com]

AAAHH HOW ARE YOU SO CRAZY PROLIFIC GODDAMN.

Will get around to reading+commenting on the Soul-Sucking Longfic sometime today! I have nothing else to do for New Year's ahaha.

lol-ing at that Sherlock Holmes review. I am going to see the movie again this weekend!

[meiface.livejournal.com]

YOU COMMENTED, THIS MEANS I GET TO FORCE MY LOVE ON YOU. :D

Oh Sapphy - let's see if I can make this coherent... I am so glad I got to meet you this year, because I am all about meeting the awesome people I know online. I love you for being so smart and level-headed about fandom and for being able to be interested in so many different things. I seriously love your writing and hope you do more next year, even if it's not for LJ. I'd love to read your original stuff too! Idk, okay, I love that you like creepy movies and video games even though I avoid those things like the biggest stereotypical girl in the world, and I love that you have cats (CAT PEOPLE ARE AWESOME), and I am kind of :D that we both have younger brothers even though the experience is kind of...totally different, rofl. Your love for your rl friends makes me really happy. You are just so awesome - elitist when called for and just flaily and fangirly at other times. :D ♥ ilu!

[filterpaper.livejournal.com]

我的爱在哪儿！！！！！

[meiface.livejournal.com]

OMG MY ORANGE IS BACK!

[callais.livejournal.com]

/IS STILL LAUGHING THAT ABOUT 1/6TH OF THE ANNUAL WORDCOUNT CAME FROM THAT AU LONGFIC.

/LAUGHS.

but no, really, your suju fic makes me sohappy. \o/ ♥

[meiface.livejournal.com]

ALDKGH OH GOD IT ATE MY LIFE, I TOLD YOU. MY LIFE IS RIDICULOUS. Must write less...

CAL, bb, you have not been around enough this year. :( It makes me sad but I know you are busy and caught up irl. You are always so enthusiastic and sweet and awesome whenever I do see you around though. I love that! You always bring a smile to my face. ♥ I hope you've had a lovely holiday season and a fabulous 2010. And that we get to know each other better in 2010! ♥

[thundersquall.livejournal.com]

Remember, you MUST break your fic record next year! ;DDDD

AND GIVE ME LOVE MEI, I'M SPREADING MYSELF OUT TO RECEIVE THE LOVE FROM YOU. YEAH BABY YEAH.

[meiface.livejournal.com]

WHY ARE YOU STILL AWAKE. WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOU. D<

By which I mean ilubb. Oh Sheena, I doubt I can manage the coherent love that you can, lol. You're right in that we haven't known each other for very long, but you really have made me smile a lot in the time that we have. :D You are just so enthusiastic and your heart is so big. No wonder you have so many friends who really do love you a lot. Your fic is amazing and you should definitely write MORE THAN ME next year. :D IT'S A PLAN, OKAY? OKAY WE CAN! Your Ryeowook/Yesung/YeWook bias makes me lol and even if I don't get it completely (;___; I'm sorry!), I :3 at it because it makes you so happy and fandom should be about what makes us happy. Continue on being awesome and sweet and flaily - you are a terrible influence but ilu anyway. I hope we get to know each other even better in 2010. ♥♥!

[transitorial.livejournal.com]

\o/! That is an epic amount of fic! Some of which I have yet to read for various reasons. /resolves to fix this! I'm proud of you, bb.

And I can always use more love in my life. Have at it!

[meiface.livejournal.com]

asldfkgh IT IS AN INSANE AMOUNTS OF FIC, UGH. Next year will not be insane, I hope. :(

Yay, love! Janel, I always feel so pleased when I manage to write something you like. XD I think I can't move past my initial impression of you as a great judge of quality and a coherent, intelligent fan. Idek. I like talking to you on MSN and knowing you makes me :D. I loved learning more about you with that personal meme. You are seriously just, ugh, so nice and also a lot of fun to flail with (I remember siccing Donghae dancing to Nice & Slow at you, heh). I'm sorry my love is not coherent. :( Please know that it is true and epic. I love your love for Epik High! Your biases for Donghae and Hyukjae! Your love for DBSK! (And your totally legit :| at fandom's hypocrisy re dbsk/sj but let's not get into that too much.) Happy hols, bb, ilu!

[halcyon-morn.livejournal.com]

Did you seriously write that much this year? I haven't written that much...ever. D:

Also HAY, HAPPY NEW YEAR! ♥ In entirely unrelated news, I'm currently in the process of applying to law school. If I get in and decide to go this time, will you hold me and tell me everything's gonna be alright this fall?

[meiface.livejournal.com]

aslkdgh I wrote a stupid lot this year. ): Hopefully next year will not be so stupid.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO, CHRIS. alskgh oh my god, law school. One of my other friends applied too and I looked at her and asked her, seriously, "Do you really want to do this?"

IT WILL BE OKAY THOUGH. /HOLDS YOU Everyone is some amount of miserable in law school, but that doesn't mean you won't enjoy parts of it or you won't be successful! I complain lots about it but whining is an art for me, rofl. ♥♥♥ I will always hold you, Chris. /leers

DO YOU WANT LOVE? I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU LOVE ANYWAY. I'm forceful that way.

Chris, Chris, you are so ~dedicated~ and hardworking, and I really do respect cutting fandom time out when it's necessary. I wish I could. ): But I also love when you are in fandom! Your writing is some of my favorite in the world (and your porn, I cannot lie). You are also so SMART and awesome to flail with and I STILL WANT TO HEAR YOU SING, I HAVE HEARD STORIES FROM THEA. I love that you are so active/engaged in your rl (or from what I can tell from my stalkings, do not let it frighten you), and you are basically awesome all around. ♥ :D

[notablender.livejournal.com]

*cue cardigans' "lovefool"*

omg you wrote so much *__*

[meiface.livejournal.com]

DIANA (can I call you that? ;;), clearly I have not known you long at all but you do make me ♥! Your writing makes me happy (or it makes me sad, because you do that, don't you? >:|). I have enjoyed talking to you/flailing with you these past few days on MSN. I hope for much more in the future. Your random gif icons make me lol, you seem like you have an awesome sense of humor, and I'd love to get to know the person behind all of that even better - particularly since I've felt the way you've felt about writing a lot (and about life/school in general auughh even though obviously I wasn't freaking out about finance). ♥ You have been a joy to talk to so far, so here's hoping for even more of that awesome in 2010. :)

[kasugai-gummie.livejournal.com]

YOU ARE INSANE ohmygod AHUNDREDTHOUSAND ads;lfsjdfh how am I even friends with you/why're you even friends with me I'm so fail OTL


♥

[meiface.livejournal.com]

aslkdgh it's because I'm friends with people whose word counts are, like, 300k and 400k+. WHY ARE THEY LIKE THIS. Actually, WHY AM I LIKE THIS. I don't even know how it happened. I just need to write less next year or something. ;__;

MISTRESS-MINE, you know I love you. You are badass and I admire that (wish I were more like that at times ;_;) but you are awesome for your friends. I still wonder if you're crazy for considering law school but I wish you all the best nonetheless! We can complain together, because that's half the experience! ♥ Honestly, though, I really admire that you can let go of something you've been striving for all your life and changing direction because you realize that the old is not something that's going to work. I...wonder if I have that capability. I wish to, I think. We need to pursue happiness - but also practicality. I STILL LOVE YOUR FICCING god I do, your writing, I love it, even if our fandoms are radically different now. Your way with words makes me happy. And still *__* over your art and all the prints and little things you manage to do. That kind of creativity is awesome.

I love your love for matcha and your love affair with Canadian snacks and, of course, Kasugai gummies. I love you for a lot of things and can you believe we've come all these years? May 2010 be better than ever. ♥

[coley-merrin.livejournal.com]

I need to go make sure I've read all of this now... <3

*gets busy filling this thing out* (I typed "feeling" first. Sobs.)

[meiface.livejournal.com]

aslkdgh YOUR WORD COUNT IS INSANE, JEN, OKAY. But it pleases me so much because I love reading what you write. ♥ I still hope we get to see the non-posted stuff posted soon! :D

I love your writing, which I'm sure you know by now. But I also really just love you. You listen to me flail and whine online all the time (thank you for that, lol). Your epic love for Siwon... How you can never seen to resist your QMi muses. :3 All these little things, and just learning more about you as a person - all of that makes me happy. You really have been so lovely all this time we've been talking and I hope it continues throughout 2010. Hwaiting! ♥

[peachpastiche.livejournal.com]

Wow, you really wrote a lot @_@

:3 ILU MEI

[meiface.livejournal.com]

sigh, I kind of wish I hadn't now... OH WELL, what is done cannot be undone!

Kassie, bb, ilu. I miss you. :( You were one of my favorite people to talk to - to complain to, yes, but also to talk to about random shit. XD I wish we could've gone and hung out more doing normal non-KDPhi stuff too. But I look back on my life with ha lot of regrets lately. :/ aslkdgh but you, your singing is amazing bb, and I love that music means so much to you. I hope you are still getting joy out of it. ♥ I am happy for you that there is hope with the Boy because you deserve it - you are so kindhearted and that means you can get hurt easily, but take care, do take care. You deserve every happiness, even when life is being hard and unfair. I love you for always being so supportive when I'm struggling, for always being a friend even when we don't talk as much as we should. Know that I do always love you. ♥♥ Happy 2010, bb! Let's make it a better year than 2009. :)

[meiface.livejournal.com]

yeah clearly I was insane or something. D:

idk if you saw since you were LJ-less for a bit (?), but I got your card! ♥♥ tysm, bb. You are always so sweet, ilu. :( (Then I freak out about how young you are, lol.) Oh, and I remember - give me your email? :D I am not the best at email correspondence (lol at the two emails I haven't replied to since coming home for break), but I will definitely try! We can talk about whatever and you can continue to make me feel old. /smooches and I will get to know you better. :) Happy 2010! Stay positive!

[hoyah.livejournal.com]

hot shit. lol

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Mai, stop me from ever doing this again. D:

love meme? Love meme! I love Mai~ You are pretty much so nice to everyone and your love for all of SM Town is such a lovely thing to see when fandom tends to hate on groups or on members lately. Your biases make me lol because you have so many and in my head they are all so distinctly attached to you (Yunho, Yoona, HoRella, Tiffany, Ryeowook, YeWook ♥) but you like things outside of your main biases too! I love you for having a life outside of fandom too, even though that entails all the RL worries. Best of luck in Korea, bb, you will have the time of your life. :) (Say hi to those crazies for me!) Yet you manage still to be so involved in so much fandom too. You're amazing. Stay awesome, okay? And write more too! :D yay for seouldout! ♥!

[konnistique.livejournal.com]

Damn that's a lot of fic, Mei :) great work! LOOOOL ♥

I adore you loads Mei. You deserve all the love you get back ♥s forever

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Ridiculous is what it is, lol.

Connie~ ilu for always being so supportive whenever we talk even though life hasn't been easy on you either. It's kind of weird for me to think that we've known each other since PoT days (since before name changes!) because...well, it makes me feel old, lol. But you've kind of always been a lovely constant in my fandom/LJ experience and I hope that never changes. ♥ Your thoughtfulness at making handmade cards every year? Totally blows me away. I hope you know how much I appreciate you, even if we're not super close. You have touched lives outside of just those in your rl. :) ♥ Happy 2010, Connie. May we make the best of it!

[racaiaeru.livejournal.com]

I have to admit, I'm majorly looking forward to the Qmi fratboy. :D And. Um. Everything else. <3

Also, stunned about how you can write 84 stories in a year and I can write scenes from about four that never even get finished. *__* and jealous. :|

[meiface.livejournal.com]

ahaha I can't guarantee it anytime soon since I am burned out for writing for the moment, but I'm sure all the muses will start clamoring again once I'm back at school. :) I do want to finish Qmi fratboy! ♥

alskdhg my writing is ridiculous, but thank you so much. Love meme is love meme and I want to let you know that I've seen you comment on a lot of fics and I really appreciate you taking the time to do that. ♥! You've always been so encouraging and sweet and it's really nice to know people are getting some enjoyment out of what I write, lol. Keep on writing! Even writing a little bit is better than not writing at all, in my opinion, and you can definitely finish something, I totally believe it. Make that a goal for 2010? :D Happy new year!

[intomorning.livejournal.com]

100K+, almost 200K - that's amazing! :DD

Happy New Year! ♥

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Amazing - or crazy? XD

Sarah, what can I tell you that I haven't already? I love you for so much more than just fandom and I hope you know that. ♥ I love you for, yes, your fangirling of CFine (so cute to see you get dorky over him), your awesome graphics skills (and the lovely icons you've made me in the past!), and all of that. But more - I love you for being thoughtful and for being concerned and sometimes worrying too much. :) ♥ I love you for being the kind of person who is smart and capable and sometimes afraid she's not living up to her potential - you're a hard worker, bb, and you should be proud of all you've accomplished. I love that you love your family and that you can share things with them. I love that we're friends and I am very, very glad to know you as I do. ♥ Best of 2010 to you, to us~

[catskilt.livejournal.com]

YOU FIC CRAZILY O_________O

Me for love prz :D

[meiface.livejournal.com]

I DO. MAKE IT STOP. D:

Bringing the love! We haven't known each other long, Gem, but you have been a lot of fun to talk to - ranting about things or flailing about things. :D Getting all distracted by the awesome of Donghae or Hyukjae or Sungmin (your Lee bias is Blatant, haha). You've been lovely in this short period we've gotten to know each other and you seem so smart. /loves I sometimes feel like maybe I should try to sound more my age when I talk to you instead of like the twelve-year-old I often sound like instead, haha. And maybe abuse emoticons less... ;_; ALSO, I do so love your writing. *__* I hope you write more and ee excited about the HyukMin I know you'll write someday, heh. Stay friends with me long enough I'll convince you to write more KiHae~ (and wait for the Qmi primer, just wait...) Back on track: I definitely hope we get to talk more in 2010 and get to know each other even better, beyond just fandom stuff. You definitely seem like the kind of person I'd love know well. :) ♥!

[evercool.livejournal.com]

CONGRATS ON THE WORDCOUNT! THAT'S AWESOME!!! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! <333333333

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much! Happy new year to you too!

And a quick dose of love because it's how to start 2010 off right~ You have always been super friendly and enthusiastic, Eck! You are an awesome fandom presence that way and I'm sure you've made many people besides just me smile. :) I hope you get the same kind of happiness from fandom, because you deserve it! Your art is gorgeous (I envy ;o;) and I don't know if you still make AMVs but I remember adoring the ones you made in the past (Loveless! TRC!). Happy, happy 2010 and may it bring you all the best! ♥

[forochel.livejournal.com]

YOU WROTE FUJIRYO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I don't know why this is funny.

[meiface.livejournal.com]

I DON'T KNOW WHY IT'S FUNNY EITHER. ):

ALSO MY LOVE FOR YOU CANNOT BE SUMMED UP IN ONE MEME BUT I WILL TRY: ILU FOR YOUR AMBITIONS, FOR YOUR ZEN, FOR YOUR CAPS ABUSE, FOR YOUR WRITING (OH GOD YOUR WRITING, WRITE MOAR), YOUR AWESOME, YOUR INTEREST IN SO MANY THINGS. ILU FOR FINALLY BEING OVER 15 (but just barely ohoho) AND FOR TOO MANY THINGS TO NAME. Seriously. You are so complex as a person and the years have been so gracious as to show me them and I appreciate all of them. EVEN WHEN YOU ARE LAUGHING AT ME FOR WRITING FUJIRYO AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND. :|

Ilu, Mishy. ♥

[lil-blossom.livejournal.com]

Your word count astounds me like you have no idea.

[meiface.livejournal.com]

It blows me away too. I don't know how it happened!

Kerris, how do I love you? :') I can't even remember when you were adopted into our Extended Family but it'd be weird to imagine it without you now. (For all that none of us really follow the rigors of our roles anymore...lol) You have always been so sweet whenever we've talked, considerate and sympathetic whenever I complain about life. It's been hard keeping in touch but you always remain someone I do ♥. I hope 2010 brings you wonderful things - and I hope it brings us closer too. ♥♥

[bunnylla.livejournal.com]

WORD COUNT...:O WOW. You and Sheena are really....WOW. C:
i'm a new soul here, but I've passed by your fics so many times before. I would like to tell you that you're one of my favorite writers. I LURVE YOUR FICS especially Qmi and the ones with titles that goes '# times -member does something- & 1 time he doesn't....' :))

have a happy 2010! ♥

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Dude, Sheena is just insane. She's new to SJ fandom and she churned out all of that. XD I think I'll leave it to her now... /retires!

aslkdgh thank you so much for taking the time to tell me this. It really means a lot. ♥♥ Happy 2010 to you too!

[black-goose.livejournal.com]

MAKE ME HAPPY, MEI :(

[meiface.livejournal.com]

UGH LAURA, I NEED SOME HAPPY TOO, WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS DAY ALREADY? :'( TOO MUCH STRESS.

aslkgdh oh but bb, I do love you - you know that right? Since way back when before SJ3 (and all these new fans making us feel old, lol). I love your writing - your epic longfics still blow my mind, because I have no idea how you can manage that. I love your love for the boys, because they really are just that awesome, Heechul in particular. We should definitely judge people by whether or not they love him. D< I love you for being ridiculously flaily and fun to talk to, for being a bitch when the situation calls for (even if it's behind locked entries!), for feeling and caring and having fun in this fandom and not letting haters get to you because, you know what? Fuck them. We're here to have fun and we're going to have some goddamn fun. :) ♥ I hope 2010 brings you successes and joys in your rl as well as fandom-wise. I hope you continue to write (lol, what am I saying? Of course you will). I hope you realize how many people love you for being awesome and realize how awesome you really are. ♥♥ I am so glad I know you in this crazy fandom and I want to quit it sometimes or stay in my corner/cave forever, but I will always be glad that you're one of the people I met here. /smushes with love

[devilzz.livejournal.com]

WOW you wrote a lot this year hahaha I read most of it and I don't know if I said this but you singlehandedly turn me into a Qmi shipper even though I loved your corporate!AU because KyuMin is so afkjdflakdf adorable and is still one of my greatest OTPs <3

IF YOU WRITE A CONCRETE SHIHAN I WILL LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE :D

[meiface.livejournal.com]

ahlaskhg that is all kinds of awesome, converting new Qmi fans, ohoho. >:D Let us not resist their love!

I've written concrete ShiHans in the past! ...but you're right, I haven't written just them in ages and ages. I should try again sometime this year. lol