meitachi | and now I'm on my knees

stands behind you with a rake :D

I will cry happy tears if someone writes CinHae. Or Minho/Donghae. Why does no one else in the world write Minho/Donghae? /sulks

. . . .

I...there are no words...

It's like if you said to me: hey, so I am a fan of Miley Cyrus now! I will be shipping her with Donghae!

Would not be any more AGHAST than I already am ;~;

But I hot Shihae! Cinhae! ShiHyukHae omg. QMiHae. HanChulHae. I personally believe putting Donghae in any threesome automatically makes it hotter. :D

Minho/Hae! HenHae! HanHae!

Alternatively, someone could write me KiHae, lol.

I guess getting distance from kpop fandom makes me care little enough to not cling to my OTPs? Or something. I blame Kibum.

I do, most vigorously. But alas he remains so attractive. Imaginary, but attractive.

QMiHae waaaaaaaaant. Give me a prompt and I will, idk, attempt to comment-drabble it?

Um... This got long...ish. And it's weird and on-the-spot and not smutty at all, which I don't know if you wanted, but it's QMiHae! :D

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Zhou Mi knows that he's not Kyuhyun's first love. It'd be stupid to assume something like that, when they've only known each other for, what, three years? And it's not like they fell in love upon first sight or anything. So Kyuhyun has had plenty of time to fall in love before - and Zhou Mi is one of those people who believe that the heart only grows bigger when it finds more people to love. There is no limit. There is always, always plenty of love to go around.

(He wishes sometimes he'd had a sibling because he wouldn't have been one of those kids who was jealous; he would've doted on his little brother or little sister - but that's neither here nor there.)

Anyway, the point is that Zhou Mi knows Kyuhyun's loved people before, the special kind of love that is more than just brotherly or platonic, and he knows that one of those people was Lee Donghae.

Sometimes Zhou Mi wonders if it should bother him more than it does, wonders if he's abnormal because he's not the jealous boyfriend, at least not when it comes to Donghae. It's not like Zhou Mi isn't afraid of losing Kyuhyun - he's terrified, if he tells the truth. He's scared of so many little things, as irrational as it may be, because he knows Kyuhyun loves him, knows it deep in his bones, from the way Kyuhyun smiles at him, touches him, says his name. But still, it's part of what being head over heels means - being scared of losing the best thing in your life.

So, yes, he's scared sometimes. All the time. But never of Donghae.

When Donghae cries, Zhou Mi's heart bottoms out and aches, and all he wants to do is wrap Donghae up in his arms and squeeze tight. He doesn't know if he has that right though, doesn't know if he's earned the familiarity. So he nudges Kyuhyun, hardly has to do so, because Kyuhyun will steal over to Donghae's side without a word and pull him close, tucking the older man's head under his chin.

Donghae is afraid of being alone and Zhou Mi - he doesn't know that feeling. He loves people, but he's never needed them the way Donghae has. (Maybe it's because he never had that sibling to share his parents' love and attention while growing up, never had to fight for it.) He doesn't know what it's like, but he still understands the need, and he knows what's really important: that Donghae isn't alone.

"I hate it when he cries," Kyuhyun says and the undercurrent of anxiety is clear in his voice. Zhou Mi smooths a hand across his back, stroking away the tension.

"I know," he says softly. "Me too."

Edited 2010-03-11 03:20 (UTC)

So Zhou Mi pushes Kyuhyun at him, hovers around the edge as he watches Donghae take comfort in Kyuhyun's arms, always wishing he could do more. His eyes slip along the curve of Donghae's jaw and drops to the hollow of Kyuhyun's throat. He bites his lip as he takes in the glisten of tears of Donghae's lashes and the redness of Kyuhyun's mouth, bitten and worried by his teeth.

He pushes them closer together, physically, figuratively, because he loves them, he realizes. Loves them both. In different ways maybe - or maybe not so different. He just wants them to know that they have each other - that they have him, too, in a way. In a way where he holds them both precious in his heart, cherishes them.

"Mi," Kyuhyun breathes one night, lips grazing his. "Mi, let's--"

Zhou Mi kisses the words away, not sure if he's ready to hear what Kyuhyun is trying to say.

It's not until the day that the screams get to him, work their way under his skin like a splinter in his heart, a bitter pill on his tongue - that day, when Zhou Mi is fighting back his own tears and curled up on his hotel bed, Kyuhyun pushes Donghae at him.

"Don't let them get to you," Donghae says, sitting beside him with a dark, serious look in his eyse. "All of our true fans love you guys. They know how hard you've worked. They know how much we love you." And the words take on a different meaning when Donghae's hand drops to his knee and he leans forward.

Zhou Mi catches his breath, loses it in Donghae's mouth, sweet and gentle and unfamiliar. Kyuhyun watches them, quiet. Donghae pulls back with a smile - always smiling, so Donghae that Zhou Mi can't help the way the tight feeling in his chest loosens. Some things Kyuhyun can't manage to say, Donghae does freely, as easily as a fish slips through the water. His smile warms Zhou Mi from the inside and he links their fingers.

Kyuhyun approaches then, leans down, one hand on Donghae's shoulder, and licks the taste of Donghae out of Zhou Mi's mouth.

Love you, he says silently, as sincerely as Donghae says it out loud, with as much feeling behind it.

Oh Shihae and Cinhae I totally approve of - especially if you smoosh that together 8D. & QMiHae totally makes the world go round~
But getting me about anything with Hyuk? Yah no..... I do not approve of Hae with people who are less pretty than him :( I would even take Hae/Sica over Hae/Hyuk and you know how I disapprove of her!

HENRY/HAE 8D!!!

D; How can you blame Kibum?! Kibum is so adlkfjadf KIBUM!
ITS LIKE BLAMING JENSEN FOR BEING SO AWESOME THAT JARED HAS NO CHOICE BUT TO CLING TO HIM.

♥!!!!!!!!!!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW♥♥♥♥♥

THIS IS THE KIND OF SCHMOOP THAT I AM SO FOND OF. MY GRIN IT IS GIANT 8D

I am getting kind of bored of HaeSica lately too - I think I will try out Donghae/Yuri or Donghae/Yoona next or something. Donghae/Krystal with Jessica going "omg what, you did not just hit on my baby sister" or something.

I blame Kibum for not existing. :( He's still hot, but so imaginary.

I swear I forgot how to write smut.

OMG TOTALLY DOWN FOR SUPER JUNIOR MOVIE VERSE DONGHAE/YURI BECAUSE KIBUM GRADUATED AND WENT OFF TO COLLEGE AND DONGHAE IS ~LOOOONELYYYYY~
& Yoona crying on Donghae's shoulder over Nichkhun!!!! =D

I guess, because I never really focused on Kibum, he never seemed "imaginary" or not there to me. For me SJ was more about the relationship between Kibum, Donghae, Heechul, Shiwon and Hangeng but mostly through pictures and Heechul's cyworld chitchat - not so much through performances or TV stuff - so as far as I was concerned, I never noticed he was missing.

I WILL THINK ABOUT THIS.

Mmm Heechul still loves Kibum, very true. But I miss things like the Marry U touching/teasing aslkdgh so cute, Kibum's smile, I miss it.

Dont worry it takes nothing away from the story!! In fact, I think it's better for the story that there isn't smut. Its more about the ~heart~ and intimacy that comes with loving somebody dearly, but not just sexually and smut could actually take away from their true intimacy I think =)

Not that I would mind an outtake of smut ;P

Oh yes, I agree, in some scenes, smut takes away from the emotional impact/intimacy.

But I'm just sayin'. I forgot how to write smut. In general. Lol. I don't think I could even if I tried right now.

This makes me alternatively happy and sad. It's kinda... bittersweet? I mean I love the boys, love the way they connect and relate and fit together, but certain lines really kind of pinged my more emo side.

... But it all ends happy, so :D! Also, this~ "Zhou Mi is one of those people who believe that the heart only grows bigger when it finds more people to love" made me smile so hard because it's so true. ♥

I haven't read much KPOP fic recently, but I will always make time for mei!fic. ♥♥

I HAS YEKIHAE DRABBLE \O///

... Just don't blame me for the level of suck. Also it is kind of... degrading for Hae, and idk how you feel about that. I'm not even sure if I should post it here, since it's a public post and. Well. It is kind of dirty.

WHERE IS THIS FIC I DEMAND TO KNOW. >:| It has been ages since I've read kpop fic, I swear, and even longer since I've read smut.

Sheena, I know your smut is kind of dirty. When has that stopped me before?

... Well it isn't a fic, it's just a drabble, and... just. It isn't just kind of dirty? D:

there's nothing donghae likes better than to be put on all fours while kibum leisurely slips fingers into him, inch by slow inch, one by one, until donghae's moaning and shaking and pleading for it. or he would be pleading if his mouth wasn't filled full with jongwoon, smiling darkly down at him and threading his hands through his hair and fucking his mouth slowly, too slowly, not quite enough for donghae but enough so that he can't do anything more than moan deep in his throat when kibum's finally had enough of teasing him and slides into him, hot and heavy and pressing just that right spot inside donghae that makes him gasp around jongwoon's coc,k while jongwoon grabs hold of his chin and presses his fingers around his lips and orders him to suck harder.

sometimes they switch; sometimes it's jongwoon inside of him while kibum pumps his mouth full and shoots pulse after pulse down his throat, sometimes they put donghae on his back and kibum fits his legs over his shoulders and fucks him while jongwoon spreads himself above him to suck him off and let him suck jongwoon off, limbs in a tangled sweaty mess.

and there's this way they both have about them, when jongwoon tells donghae to tighten up or when kibum tells him to work his mouth harder, that really sets donghae off, especially when kibum's hand is on his cock and pumping and jongwoon's tracing patterns over his balls and his entrance, stretched tight around kibum, fingertips light and teasing, and that's when donghae can't hold it and comes harder than he's ever had.

... Brb dying of shame and I'm sorry that this was all I could do on short notice. ;______;

So as much as I love (lovelovelove) top!Hae, I ALSO TOTALLY HAVE THIS THING FOR DONGHAE BEING THE SLUTTY BOTTOM AND TAKING IT AND LIKING IT UNFF.

KIBUM AND YESUNG ARE HOT TOGETHER, IT'S TRUE. ADD DONGHAE AND EVERYTHING IS HOTTER, ALWAYS.

Oh Sheena, write me more porn omg alskdgh. :33333 /licks you

:DDD Yay! I will crosspost to my writing comm later and maybe (hopefully!) inspire other people to write QMiHae. It's a delicious idea.

I'M TOO SEXY FOR MY SHIRT, TOO SEXY FOR MY SHIRT~

you know what, I think I'll be kind and inspire you a little more.

I'M SORRY WHAT IS THIS. THIS IS NOWHERE AS HOT AS THE PICTURE. BUT I TRIED? >:

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They fit together too well. Anyone can tell with just a look that there is something more than just rehearsal that eases the arrangment of their bodies together. Eunhyuk's legs part on instinct, allowing Donghae's thigh to fit between them. He leans back as Donghae leans forward, hips snug, chests grazing. There's a wicked curl of a smile on Donghae's face, his eyes dancing because he knows exactly what he's doing. Knows exactly how it gets to Eunhyuk.

Eunhyuk figures no one can blame him for the way his hips cant forward, into Donghae's, and the friction sends a jolt up the base of his spine. He bites his lip as Donghae leans closer, one hand grabbing his tie and wrapping it around his fist.

The heavy beat of Don't Don thumps in the background and, fuck, there - Donghae is a goddamned cocktease and he knows it. He's rocking his hips in time to the beat and Eunhyuk feels blood rush to his cock, swelling in his tight black jeans.

Donghae's tongue darts out, wets his lips. He's too smug by far.

Eunhyuk moves suddenly because turnabout is fair play, damn it, and Donghae's not the only one who knows how to move his hips. He lifts an arm, cups the back of Donghae's head and lets his fingers tangle in Donghae's hair. Then he's jerking back and Donghae tilts back, gasping and exposing his throat, a long, glistening line of flesh under the spotlights.

Donghae's hard too. He can feel the erection shifting and rocking against his own, heat and pressure through too many layers of fabric. Eunhyuk swallows hard as his mouth waters, longing to sink his teeth right into the soft flesh exposed by Donghae's head thrown back. Donghae's mouth is open, red and wet, in a soundless moan and Eunhyuk can hear the obscene sound in his head, like a memory and fantasy setting his blood on fire.

Then Donghae's hands are on the backs of his thighs, sliding hot as he tugs Eunhyuk even closer, fitting their hips together and aligning their dicks. A shudder wracks Eunhyuk as his vision goes spotty for a second, Donghae's palms sliding flat over his ass, fingers digging in hard.

"Hyuk," he pants, "Hyukkie." His eyes are almost black, pupils blown wide in arousal.

Eunhyuk has one hand still in Donghae's hair and the other works his way under the bottom edge of Donghae's wifebeater, craving skin. He curses the leather glove he has on and makes the best of it - drags the rough material along Donghae's sensitive side, wins a gasp and choked off curse.

And then there's the cold sensation of metal in the small of his back, where Donghae's bracelet grazes him, his hand working up under Eunhyuk's shirt and vest. Donghae leaves one hand there, the other still on Eunhyuk's back pocket, as if he's holding Eunhyuk in place as he rolls his hips and whimpers and falls apart in a sweaty mess before Eunhyuk's eyes.

Eunhyuk whimpers and bites his lip hard, thrusting frantically against Donghae. He's going out of his mind, god. He wishes their pants weren't in the way and he could get his hand on him, on Donghae, and they'd be slick with precum and maybe he'd spit on his palm so he could slide easier. And Donghae would have his hand there too, tucked between them, running into Eunhyuk's as they double-fist their cocks in a tight grip until they're coming apart, shooting hot and white and messy, and their come would be mingled as it stains them.

Eunhyuk's balls pull up tight and, fuck, he can feel the rising pressure driving him higher and higher until - Donghae leans forward and sucks Eunhyuk's bottom lip into his mouth, licks and bites and trembles underneath Eunhyuk's hands - and then Eunhyuk's coming, hips arching as he rides it out mindlessly against Donghae's thigh.

and now I'm on my knees

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