韩庚，我想死你了，你去死的王八蛋。

[meitachi]

OKAY SO I KNOW I YELLED ABOUT THIS ON TWITTER BUT IT DESERVES ITS OWN POST, OKAY?

Han Geng, that stupid butt, not only got to be in CCTV's 2011 Spring Festival Eve Performance/春节晚会, he was in the opening performance, was the first to sing, and also got his own solo performance.

Like, I don't think you understand what a big fucking deal this is. This is a REALLY BIG FUCKING DEAL in China, because this is the one show that all Chinese people practically worldwide watch on LNY eve. It's not one of many new year's eve programs - it is the new year's eve program. It's the biggest TV program of the whole freaking year. It's kind of like the Super Bowl in the U.S., maybe, except with far fewer stupider ads and, well, football, and more singing and dancing and punny Chinese skits.

ON TOP OF ALL OF THIS, THE VERY FIRST LINES HAN GENG SINGS DURING THE OPENING PERFORMANCE?

突然间有泪水悄悄溜在脸颊
这一站就是我的家
空气中充满记忆溯溪的味道
爸爸妈妈你们的儿子回来啦

WHICH TRANSLATES TO:
Suddenly I found tears streaming quietly down my face
This stop is my home
The air is brimming with the taste of familiar memories
Mom, Dad, your son has returned

FFFFUUUUUUUUU--

IHU SO MUCH, HAN GENG. SO MUCH YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. /mops up with tissues

On a more cheerful note, for his solo he performs a song from a movie and is still, comfortingly, off-key and flat.


OPENING

SOLO

I miss you, asshole.

Comments

[papered.livejournal.com]

SCREAMS SOME MORE, I will watch all these tmr and cry over how ridiculous and stupid and wonderful he is ;_____;

[meiface.livejournal.com]

IF BY WONDERFUL YOU MEAN OFF-KEY AND STUPID YOU MEAN...STUPID. THEN YES. :3

[papered.livejournal.com]

I FORGOT TO COME BACK AND SCREAM ABOUT YOU ABOUT THESE CLIPS, MEI, BUT O-OMG. ;__; especially the first one, the lyrics ;__________________;.

[meiface.livejournal.com]

He seems so happy lately asdghdjf it leaves me so torn because I am happy he is happy! But SJM and ShiHanChul will never be the same again.

[papered.livejournal.com]

yes yes exactly, and so it's like my face doesn't know whether to laugh or cry. >:/

[sgcharbor.livejournal.com]

Mei, I have absolutely no idea if I should laugh or cry..seriously XD

[meiface.livejournal.com]

Do both! alksdhd ugh I don't even know what to do about him.

[mardigrasmaven.livejournal.com]

YOU KNOW YOU HATE HIM FOR HOW MUCH HE MADE YOU CARE AGAIN!! GODDAMN HANNIE MAKING US ALL EXCITED AFTER DINNER!! >_

[meiface.livejournal.com]

And those lyrics were basically designed to stomp on my heart. ;__________;

[mardigrasmaven.livejournal.com]

They so were. Jesus, Han Geng, way to tug on everyone's heartstrings and make us sob for thinking of how you got to this moment. T__T

[ky-rin.livejournal.com]

On a more cheerful note, for his solo he performs a song from a movie and is still, comfortingly, off-key and flat.
/dies

oh geng :( i miss him. my family watches that gala every year :( I don't when I'm over in the US of course, but dammit :(

[meiface.livejournal.com]

slkghf I'm sorry, he can't sing okay? His talents lie with dancing! We can't all be good at everything...

[ky-rin.livejournal.com]

aklsjd nooooo in fact, i totally agree. it's totally comforting. if he suddenly could sing, i would be like, what the flying fuck just happened?

[nyw.livejournal.com]

!! I watched the Gala TWICE and missed the opening twice. Both times I was in the kitchen slicing and cooking etc etc and keeping my ears subconsciously peeled for Han Geng's voice but!!!!!! OMG. SERIOUSLY. I MISSED THIS ON TV?

I'm very glad though, I was wondering idly why there seemed to be so little news of him and wondering if he was fading into nonentity.

His singing did get better though \o/

[meiface.livejournal.com]

haha getting better is not saying too much I guess. There's a reason they had KRZ singing the most in SJM with HanHenHae dancing and Siwon...being a creeper... Oh man SJM comeback, I want it so much.

Ahh I'm sorry you missed this twice!! But now it is in convenient clip format. :D

[sujuhappiness.livejournal.com]

Geng TT___TT I hate him but I love him sooo much >_<

ooh he was off-key but he's adorable, so he's forgiven...hahaha... I used to love the fact that he's always sort of off-key and flat because it was kind of easy to pick his voice out from all 13 members^^

[meiface.livejournal.com]

I miss his stupid face and I miss HanChul and I miss ShiHan and I miss ShiHanChul and I AM FILLED WITH THE URGE TO WRITE AND YET CANNOT. But he seems so happy now. :( ♥

[wo-de-ta.livejournal.com]

I knew Geng was going to be on ChunWan even before he went on, but I couldn’t bring myself to watch it. As I am typing this, I have still not watched the damned performance. Yet. I’d ache to watch him, but I hate it when he slips up, which is unfortunately almost always. Ever since he left, I’ve had this to watch or not to watch dilemma. I tend to pick out all of his faults because fuck he can’t sing for shit why is he even doing this to us!? just go back to Siwon already!!, yet I love this guy SO FUCKING MUCH. Same goes for his album, I got it for a ridiculously expensive price yet I only listen to one of the songs on a regular basis (which is actually the second clip that you posted; it’s from his album, not a movie lawl I can tell just from that one line “街角旁的路灯座位上那始终安静的女生” from the video when it is not being played). I seriously think I spend more time looking at it than listening to it. I did tape his poster next to my bed directly above my pillow though, so I can worship him everyday >3< I swear, he is driving me crazy. >//<

And something that is unrelated to Geng but kind of is…let me show you what happened:
My mom walks into me room today and starts fiddling with my ipod touch.
My mom: when did you get a new phone?
Me: ==” That’s an ipod.
My mom: Ohhhh. So what’s an ipod?
Me: It’s like an mp3 player.
My mom: ___blank face___
Me: It’s like a discman (?) You know how we used to have the chunky things where you put the tapes in, then a few years later those got replaced by the round machines where you put cds in (quickly whipped out my Gengxin cd for demonstration) and then a few more years after that people started using mp3 players.
My mom: Oh! That’s what people have plugged into their ears while they are on the bus.
Me: yeah…
My mom: so those Japanese guys on your wall (which were a Boys in City 3 poster and a Geng poster), that’s what you listen to?
Me: !!!!!! Does he (referring to Geng) look Japanese to you?? Look at his name! Do you know any Japanese dude with only two characters for his name?
My mom: I don’t know any Japanese people.
Me: Nevermind.

And yes. Haha sorry for spazzing, I know you probably don’t remember me since I like being a silent reader =p I hope I don’t sound too crazy, but I have a midterm that is creeping closer by the second and I think I might just suffocate from all the pressure T__T Why am I even still in the fandom?? I’m graduating in a semester and a half \pulls my hair out\

[meiface.livejournal.com]

haha maybe it is clear I never bothered to listen to his album. Geng, I love him so much and I miss him so much and I want him to be happy and do well - but outside of SJM, he just doesn't hold my interest. :(

Oh parents, they mean so well lbut are usually very out of touch with the mainstream scene, it's true.

Good luck with your midterm!

[meiface.livejournal.com]

oh man, you got into sj after geng already left oh god i feel so old. /o\ but yeah, i love him a lot, a lot, and i want him to be happy and he seems happy and successful right now, so i am glad for him. BUT OH GOD GENG, IT IS SO HARD TO CARE ABOUT ANY OF YOUR SOLO ACTIVITIES. i pretty much never pay attention... and sometimes i still want to punch him in the face, lol. but i do love him so much. just in a way where i don't pay attention to him, apparently.